Healing my own Childbirth

Healing my own Childbirth

by Kizzy Petit Doula

It took me more than 2 years and an intense work of raising awareness and consciousness, having healed my own childbirth story.

After 2 long days of labor, being in an environment full of fear, disconnection, lack of trust and emotional support from key people unfortunately bad informed and with deep-rooted beliefs, at the end all my efforts for having a natural birth, with no interventions nor medications, I lost faith in me and began to doubt, so I gave up... because I had been contaminated by fear! 

Believe me, it could be smelt!

So, it didn't happen as I expected (yes, now I know that expectations sucks!)... it was too far from my lovely birthing plan: I had almost all the package that I didn't want for me and/or my baby: induction, induced water break, epidural, synthetic pitocin, being attached to a monitor, episiotomy... And, did I mention fear?

However, since miracles happen and magic exists, my baby girl was born to bring me back to nature, to show me the most loving way to reconnect with my inner-Self, with my peace, my confidence and my power as a woman, as a creator of life, as a Goddess and much more with my self-love!

Oh, dear! Babies are so much wise!

They say that motherhood changes your life and I've got to say that it certainly does!

Nowadays, after having healed my own childbirth and having received the call of being a Doula, I feel that I have too much to offer, to serve, to give to other mums, so they can be truly informed and can be able to take conscious decisions with regards to this life changing event.

Kizzy Petit